其实这些年不管是事业还是感情我都经历了很多，也学会了很多，但有时候总会觉得莫名的感伤。In fact, I have experienced a lot in both career and relationships over the years, and I have learned a lot, but sometimes I always feel inexplicably sentimental.
因为有时候我的妈妈总是在问我现在这个年纪已经不小了，也许需要找一个依靠过生活了，每次聊到这个话题我总是不知道如何作答。Because sometimes my mother always asks me that I am no longer young now, maybe I need to find someone to rely on to live my life. Every time this topic comes up, I always don’t know how to answer.
其实我一直都不想谈论感情方面的问题，但是这段时间跟你相处总觉得很多话都可以跟你聊，也许你会成为一个很好的倾听者。In fact, I have never wanted to talk about emotional issues, but during this period of time with you, I always feel that I can talk to you about a lot of things, and maybe you will become a good listener.
跟你聊着聊着让我想起往事就想哭，你知道吗？其实我有谈过两次恋爱，但都失败了。Chatting with you makes me want to cry when I think of the past, you know? In fact, I fell in love twice, but both failed.
我的第一段感情是发生在我大学期间，因为当初我们都很单纯，心想着只要在一起就算是远隔山海我们也不怕，但是在后来大学毕业以后我们各奔东西，都有了自己的生活最后选择了分开，也许那个时候在错的时间遇到对的人吧，人生总是留有些许的遗憾。My first relationship happened when I was in college, because we were very innocent at first, thinking that as long as we were together, we would not be afraid even if we were separated by mountains and seas. But after graduating from college, we went our separate ways and had our own lives. In the end, we chose to separate in our lives. Maybe we met the right person at the wrong time at that time. Life always leaves some regrets.
我的第二段感情伤害我是最深的，也是因为和前男友分开之后一直单身至今。My second relationship hurt me the most, also because I have been single since I broke up with my ex-boyfriend.
这段感情我一直以为我找到了一生中的伴侣，但是最后总是不尽人意。I always thought I had found the partner of my life in this relationship, but in the end it was always unsatisfactory.
我的第二段感情发生在2019年，其实我和前男友早在2018年就认识了，我们是因为参加朋友的聚会认识的。 那个时候我不小心把酒洒在了他身上，他好心的原谅了我，就像电影里的场景一样。在那之后我们就慢慢认识了，后来我们决定2019年情人节在一起。我对感情很专一也很认真，所以会调查很久。My second relationship happened in 2019. In fact, my ex-boyfriend and I met as early as 2018. We met because we attended a friend’s party. At that time, I accidentally spilled wine on him, and he kindly forgave me, just like a scene in a movie. We got to know each other slowly after that, and then we decided to get together on Valentine’s Day in 2019. I am very dedicated and serious about relationships, so I will investigate for a long time.
我现在是一个很有自己想法的女人。过去，我可能会看重一个人的经济基础和个人能力，或者是这个人给我的基本印象。但现在，我一定会选择一个愿意学习和成长、有自己的理想并愿意为之付诸行动的人。只有这样的人，将来对事物的判断才能上升到一定的高度和层次。我不需要在经济上依赖任何人，但我希望我和未来的伴侣能够共同进步、共同成长。I am now a woman of my own mind. In the past, I might look at a person's financial foundation and personal ability, or the basic impression the person gives me. But now, I will definitely choose someone who is willing to learn and grow, who has his own ideals and is willing to put them into action. Only such a person will be able to rise to a certain height and level of judgment on things in the future. I don't need to be financially dependent on anyone, but I want my future partner and I to progress and grow together.
我的前男友他是做服装生意的，他是意大利人，那段时间也是我们职业生涯的开始， 我们共同努力共同进步，你应该知道和相爱的人有着共同的事业和目标是多么令人怀念。My ex, he was in the clothing business, he was Italian, and that was the beginning of our careers, we worked together to progress together, and you should know how nostalgic it is to have a common career and goals with someone you love.
那个时候生活虽然艰辛，但风雨兼程，到2019年，我才通过阿姨了解了数字货币合约交易项目，并获得了惊人的回报。从那时起，我们各自的事业开始发展，进入了事业的黄金时期，我们的爱情也与日俱增。从那时起我们就一直计划结婚。Life was tough at that time but through thick and thin, it was only in 2019 that I got to know about the digital currency contract trading program through my aunty and it paid off amazingly. From then on, our respective careers took off and we entered the golden age of our careers and our love grew with each passing day. We have been planning to get married ever since.
但是在我们婚礼前夕，COVID-19 来袭了，我们分居两地，他在意大利，我在美国。 我们仍然每天保持联系，但有一天他突然与我失去了联系。,从此不告而别。But on the eve of our wedding, COVID-19 hit, and we were separated, he in Italy and I in the US. We still kept in touch every day, but one day he suddenly lost contact with me. He left without saying goodbye.
后来是我朋友告诉我，他回到意大利以后，一个人沉迷于赌博，输光了他所有的生意资金，从那以后他去找他的初恋选择了和他的初恋在一起，这一切对我来说就像是背叛。Then it was my friend who told me that after he came back to Italy, he got addicted to gambling alone and lost all his business money, and from there he went to his first love and chose to be with his first love, and it all felt like a betrayal to me.
是啊，人生就是这样，每个阶段都会遇到不一样的人，每个人都会交给我们不一样的东西。Life is like this, we will meet different people at every stage, and everyone will give us different things.
你是一个善良的人，和你说说话心里舒服多了，我很多年没有这样跟一个异性朋友交谈了，早些时候心情经常糟糕，要是早些时候认识你就好了。You are a kind person, and I feel much better talking to you. I haven’t talked to a friend of the opposite sex like this in many years. I was often in a bad mood earlier. I wish I had known you earlier.
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